Domene | Spletno gostovanje | Reseller gostovanje | EMAIL gostovanje
SSL certifikati | Spletne aplikacije na klik | Brezplačna spletna stran (Website Builder) | WordPress gostovanje
Spletne strani, brezplačna izdelava in namestitev | Poceni letalske karte | Letalske karte | Poceni hoteli

Z veliko zalostjo in kanckom nevoscljivosti, sem prebrala zgodbo fanice, ki je bila z Michaelom na odru. To je link do posnetka (Dangerous tour, Buenos Aires, 1993): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcKgnksz3RM

Ne vem, ce bi vse napisano 100% vzela za resnicno, jo pa v vsakem primeru 100% razumem. Njo in njena custva, pa naj bo res ali pa ne popolnoma.
Omg, ob takih trenutkih se zavem, za kaj smo prikrajsani. Realno gledano, ni prav veliko moznosti, da se ti zgodi kaj takega, ampak vedno smo si rekli, vsaj jaz sem si: 'Jaz bom en/a tistih..', pa ceprav sem se zavedala, da je precej vec moznosti, da ne bom. V tem trenutku pa se lahko izderem na ves glas, lahko si populim lase, izkopljem oci, lahko vrzem racunalnik v steno in se postavim na trepalnice... in nikoli ne bom ena tistih.. Crying or Very sad

Mogoce je brezveze, mogoce se vam ne da brat, ampak enostavno sem zacutila preveliko zalost in hkrati tudi jezo, da bi jo drzala v sebi. V trenutkih kot je ta zacutim obup, ki je neresljiv.. zalost, ki je neutolazljiva.. neko sled veselja in navdusenja, ki se ne vrne.. zeljo, ki za vedno ostane neizpolnjena. Michael, ki ga nikoli nisem dozivela Crying or Very sad

Friday, October 23, 2009 - 07:18
aras:
Re: Where are the girls who went to the stage in Michael´s concerts????

''Hello!
I want to tell you that i am one of the girls that went on stage with Michael Jackson back in 1993. I will skip details like how I bought the tickets, how I went to the stadium, how the atmosphere was…that’s not interesting and fades away when the real important moment comes. The moment that he reached his hand for me and I went on stage. I felt like everybody else disappeared, that me and Michael were the only persons alive, not only in that place, but on the entire Globe. I was 21 years old back then so I was no teenager with a random crush. I was a young woman that knew exactly what she feels. And I can say that I was deeply in love with him. I loved him with such awareness and passion, I loved him so tender and pure. He was and still is in my opinion the most beautiful human being possible, on the inside and outside too. I was so deeply in love with him that I was missing him sometimes without ever meeting him in person, I was dreaming at his kiss and his touch like I have experienced them before. But, oh…I did …I did kissed him and caressed him and hugged him so many times in my mind. I guess that’s why, when I finally got to do it for real it felt so familiar. When he took my hand in his that evening on stage, all my emotions, all my trembling and my fears disappeared and all I felt was warmth and peace and calm. I felt like I finally found my place on this earth, I felt like coming home after a long long travel. I felt I belonged there, by his side, holding his hand. I never forgot not even one detail about that few minutes with him. I still feel how soft his skin was. The moment from when he took my hand until I reached his arms, embracing what I feel it was the warmest hug in the world , seemed to me like the longest second in my life. It was like slow motion, I had time to see all his features, in the smallest details, I saw my image in the crystal clear of his eyes, I saw how he inspired and exhaled air, I saw the little drops of sweat on his forehead. My God, he was just perfect. That moment was perfect. I felt like being part of a picture, I felt I had all the time in the world to look in his eyes and discover all that’s hidden there. But no, the power of his embrace kind of awaken me, I started hearing his voice as he was hugging me. He was singing in my ear but I couldn’t really hear the words, I just heard his angelic voice and I remember I was very concentrated on the warmth of his breath pounding my ear and cheek. Then I pressed my cheek on his in the need of feeling his skin…and oh, it was soft and warm and his hair was caressing my face and I put my nose on his neck and I will remember all my life the way his skin smelled. It was like no other perfume or skin I ever scented after. I spent many hours in perfume shops over the years trying to find that one fragrance but I couldn’t. I guess its because its said that perfumes smell different on every man depending on his skin and body temperature. Anyway, for me, that is the smell of Heaven. After, you can imagine I watched the video tape with me on stage a thousand times and I can see that I was kinda dancing, my feet were moving and I smiled while tears were coming out from my eyes but I have to tell u honestly, that I don’t recall myself moving at all. For me that moment was still and quiet and romantic and very, very tender. I felt like we were two lovers after making love, just laying there in bed caressing each other and staring in each others eyes. I kissed Michael on the cheek and on his hand while he was caressing my face , and I kissed his neck. I totally believe that kissing a mans neck is so intimate and sexy and I was trembling and I can swear on God that he was too. And then is when I went crazy and tried to kiss him on his lips and no matter what everybody believes or not, we really kissed. I took him by surprise kissing his lips and he gentle tried to push me away at first but I caressed him and looked into his eyes between tears and he stared at me and that’s when he kissed me back with so much love. Ill remember all my life that his lips were very soft but kind of cold, or maybe it seemed to me being cold in comparing with his very hot breath. He took my lower lip in his mouth and grabbed it a little with his teeth, after he released it we stood a few seconds like that mouth to mouth and I whispered “I love you Michael” and then he put his mouth near my ear and he said: “I love you more” but he put an accent on the word YOU, like he was letting me know that he really means what he says , he really has this feeling for me, hes not just saying this like a cliché. Then he hold me very tight in his arms a few moments and I did the same, I felt like neither one of us wanted to let go. But while we were holding each other the bodyguard came and took me away. And i swear he didn’t want to, he didn’t called for them, he hadn’t how to sign them cause his hands were busy holding me and he was looking straight into my eyes, so he couldn’t wink or anything else. I guess someone backstage saw that Michael forgot about time and this moment is taking too long and so sent the bodyguard in. I remember when the bodyguard grabbed me I tightened my arms around Michaels neck and he did the same, instead of trying to get away, he grabbed me stronger. I knew in that instant that whatever will happen from now on and whatever will people think, me and Michael had a really intimate moment there on stage, infront of thousands of people we were in love.
After I went back at my place it was crazy, everybody wanted to touch me, they were pulling me back and forth, asking me all kind of questions, almost reaping my clothes off of me, it was insane but I didn’t care, I didn’t pay any attention, not even to my friends. I was just looking at Michael, searching for his look and trust me, I found it. He was looking after me in the crowd while he was finishing the song and when our eyes found each other it was magic. Tears were rushing out of my eyes and his eyes were on tears too. I felt such a pain in that moment, I felt my heart was torn into little pieces like I have broken with a lover after 7 years of relationship. In fact, there were like 3 minutes in the arms of my lover. And it was painful cause I realized it was an impossible love, those 3 minutes were more intense that anything else I lived by then and after but that was all there was to this story. I know he felt it too but we were a God and a mortal human being that could never have a life together. He finished the song called by faith “She’s out of my life” in tears, he stood for a few moments on stage, with his wet eyes staring at me and then he disappeared. He came back after a few minutes and went on with the show. I stayed till the end, of course, but I couldn’t enjoy the songs and the entertainment anymore. I was in pain.
In the days that followed the concert, I confided in a few friends and told them all I wrote here but nobody believed me or understood me. They thought I was making up that kiss we had, they said I was covering our faces with my hand just to create the illusion that we were kissing and that he let me only for publicity and that he probably had a signal with the bodyguards when they came to take me and that his tears at the end of the song were routine for him, he was just acting cause he is also a good actor not only a singer. They told me im imagining him looking at me from the stage back in the crowd and so on.
Well, I didn’t blame them for not believing me but I stopped saying this story to anyone. When I was asked about that moments I just said it was great, I feel very lucky, he was very nice and good to me and that’s all. I kept that moment for myself cause I believe that’s how was meant to be, a private moment between me and him.
I loved him dearly all my life and I will love him till I will close my eyes forever. And again, let me remind you, im not telling that I love him like a memory, like an idol, like the king of pop…I love him deeply like my lover, I missed him every second of my life, I was worried for him when he was sick, I suffered for him when he was in trouble, I was jealous when he got married, I was happy when he had his kids, I smiled and I cried with him and now….now when he is gone im devastated. I cant sleep and I cant eat, I cant stop crying, I cant stop blaming myself and everyone else for not doing something to help him. I took him for granted, I got myself to believe from that moment when we looked at each other on that stadium that he was a God and so I never got myself to write a letter or to try to get in contact with him again. And now im so sorry for that, maybe I could’ve done something to help him, maybe he needed to know that he is loved and not alone.
I am now 38 years old and I am married, although I never told my husband he knows I never loved him like I love Michael and I never will. He witnessed me a lot of times looking at the tape from that concert and crying. But he knows I love him too and I value our marriage and our family and he didn’t even get upset when I called our son Michael. Little Michael is now 10 years old and of course he knows he was named after the great Michael Jackson and I took care to introduce him to his work and now he loves him too. He listens to his music and he watches his videos and he always talks with a great admiration about him. I told him all about Michaels life, about what great soul he had, about his charity work, about him loving all human beings and nature and animals, about how he turned the other cheek to the people that harmed him and he never wanted revenge.I taught my son to be good and caring and loving and giving person. And I believe that would do Michael smile from up there in Heaven where he is right now.
It was not easy for me to tell you this story but there have been 16 years since I last told it and now that he is gone I felt like I needed to let it out once again.
It comforts me knowing that we had a precious moment that I cherished all my life and I know he felt the same and he kept that moment in his memory too. I loved him all my life and I always will and I believe that even for a few minutes he was in love with me too.

Thank you so much for giving me this opportunity and may God bless his gentle soul!
I love you Michael, forever!''

In še link, kjer je objavljena zgodba: http://www.michaeljackson.com/us/node/353746?page=1

Kaj vi obcutite ob tem? Kaj si mislite o sami zgodbi?

Izpolnitev sanj!!!Kolikokrat sem sanjala podobno....da sem bila na koncertu in..izbral je mene...Do potankosti zastopim njena občutja,saj se mi zdi,da sem sama v sanjah občutila isto...bilo je tako resnično,da bi lahko skoraj prisegla,da je bilo res...Oh Michael...
Ne bom pozabila,ko sem gledala v živo koncert iz Munchena in ko je na oder pritekla punca iz občinstva..Lucky girl!Solze so mi lile,ko sem opazovala ta čustven dogodek na odru...zdi se mi,da sem prav čutila njene občutke ob Michaelu!Touching Michael...it must be...O God!I can't describe my feelings!!!

Ja,mora bit res čarobno!Sicer ne vem ali je Michaelova reakcija bila res takšna kot je napisala,morda...sploh pa mislim,da ob Michaelu tako ne morš normaln funkcionirat in se ti vse zdi čarobno in mogoče...domišljija dela na polno...

Kaj naj rečem...Amazing!!!!!

_________________

JZ SE BOM POŽRLA!!! Twisted Evil

nikdar več ne bom brala takih stvari v službi.....zdej si brišem solze tlele v pisarni, upajoč da kdo ne pride, ker ne vem kaj bom rekla..........Požrla se bom pa zato, ker nikoli nisem imela možnosti vsaj videt Michaela v živo kaj šele se ga dotaknit........Še v sanjah nisem prišla dlje kot dotika rok z njim....ne vem, v sanjah se nikoli ne upam navalit nanjga, češ bogi, kaj vse mora prenašat zdej ga bom pa še jz tle napadla.....v resnici bi me mogli odrezat od njega stran, ker ga ne bi izpustila iz rok.............upam, da mi naslednjič v sanjah zavore popustijo Smile

Žensko čist razumem. tam kjer opisuje kaj so prijatli rekli bi pa tud bl verjela, kot pa njenim iluzijam.Michael se je na vsakem koncertu "zjokal" na koncu She is out of life. pa da jo je tko poljubil...aaaaaaaaaa ne ne ne ne ne Evil or Very Mad

To da je sinu dala ime Michael jo tud čist razumem, ker je že mene napadla misel, da, če bom imela še enega sina mu bo ime Michael, pa če je to komu všeč al pa ne. Ampak me je že minila ta ideja, ker sta taprvadva preveč živahna in smo zaključili s podmladki.
Ja je kr zajebano, ko z nekom živiš po glavi pa ti non stop hodi Michael Jackson.......trenutno me prou trebuh boli od živcev, ko sem tole prebrala...........tejle ženski pa verjamem da ji je čist bad, ni lahko živet z lepimi spomini, ki so nenazadnje tudi zelo boleči

o bog, a bo sploh kdaj konec......
"čas celi rane".........v tem primeru bolj slabo, ker mi je danes ravno tako hudo kot 25.6.09 ali pa celo še bolj

_________________
You will be allways in my heart <3

Res je grozno tole brat in kot si rekla Michaela: ''..ker mi je danes ravno tako hudo kot 25.6.09 ali pa celo še bolj''. Zacetnega soka ni vec, zato pa se poglablja razmisljanje o tem kaj se je dejansko zgodilo in kaj to pomeni za nas. In zato se tega tudi vedno bolj zavedamo, ceprav jaz na trenutke se vedno ne dojamem kaj se pravzaprav dogaja.
To, kar je dozivela Aras (ne vem, ce je to njeno pravo ime) in ostale punce po svetu, je nekaj, kar jih bo grelo pri srcku, pa ceprav bo priokus vedno grenak. Imajo neko zadoscenje, nek mir v dusi. Kar se mene tice, bi bilo dovolj ze, ce bi ga lahko vsaj videla v zivo. Spoznati ga oz. biti z njim na odru, ga objeti..... to so verjetno sanje vsakega fana, zelja za katero smo vsi skrivaj upali, da se enkrat uresnici. Si predstavljam kako jo je strlo, ko je sla z odra in ta prelep spomin, je obenem lahko tudi nadloga, saj jo preganja ves cas, casa pa se ne da zavrteti nazaj. Ampak vseeno, to kar je dozivela je neprecenjivo.

Objektivno gledano, pa mislim, da je kaksen del zgodbe plod njene domisljije oz. navdih takratnega vzhicenja, ki je nepredstavljiv. Pa ne mislim v negativnem smislu, ker bi si tudi jaz, ce bi dobila to priloznost, za tistih nekaj minut na odru ustvarila svoj svet.

Če si sposodim verz od Janet:
When I close my eyes
I can see your face
When I lick my lips
I can taste your smile
When I see your name
My heart starts to race
If I can't read your thought
Then I feel empty....

_________________

zdaj pa jokam.... Sad

Ko sm zgornje besedilo prebrala in potem vaše komentarje in tale zadnji verz in zdaj jokam Sad

Moje misli ob tem so bile, da si ne morem predstavljati obcutka te punce, po eni strani pa je tisto minuto, ki je bila na odru z njim, napisala v pravo zgodbo in lepo to da je v tisti minuti dozivela toliko obcutkov, stvari, ki jih je napisala v potanjkost sekunde;). Po moje ji je takrat res obstal cas.
Sama sem gledala veliko posnetkov z fani in vedno mi je slo na jok, ko se je Mike priklonil fanu ali z njimi jokal na odru. To se mi je zdelo neverjetno, v primerjavi z drugimi (kateri se imenuje zvezde) se je on primerjal z fani in ni nikoli na nikogar gledal zviska.
Se vedno pa ne razumem ene stvari, kako je lahko tako sexipilen moski na koncertih, tako sramezljiv po dusi...to se mi je vedno zdelo prisrcno od njega;).
Sama mislim,da bi moglo biti takih moskih veliko vec na svetu kot je on;)

_________________
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside, nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side...I am speachless...

Pri Michaelu je zanimivo to,kako se iz sramežljivega človeka kot je v zasebnem življenju,na odru spremeni v pravi vrelec pozitivne energije.
Že kot otrok je sam dejal,da se na odru počuti kot doma in je to zanj nek poseben svet.
Je pa prav zares prisrčen,ko ga ˝zmede˝ kakšna fanica na odru,po mojem je tudi zanj to poseben občutek,ne samo za fanice.In vidi se mu,da kar žari od sreče in takrat je zame najlepši.

_________________

ne vem ce je dovoljeno dati tale link tukaj, nanasa se na fanice, torej se klapa s to temo;)...jst sem ga zadnjic videla in sem se zelo nasmejala ob gledanju videa...ob dodatku tehle misli, hihihi
ce zelite poglejte in se malo nasmejte...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gU4ozukAjw

_________________
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside, nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side...I am speachless...

___ç$$$ç________________
__$$$$$$$_####______####_
___*$$$$$$ç####___########
_____*$$$$$$$$$$$##########
_____$$$$$$$$$$$$$##########
______$$$$$$$$$$$$$##########
______$$$$$$$$$$_$$$##########
______$$$$$$$$$$##$$$######### #
_______$$$$$$$$$_##$$######### #
______$$$$$$$$$$___$$#########
_____$_$$$$$$$$$$__$$_########
___$$__$$$$$$$$$$_$$$__######
______$$$$$$$$$$__$$$___#####
______$$$$$$$$$___$$____####
______$$$$$$$$$_________###
______$$$$$$$$__________##
_______$$$$$$___________##
_______$$$$$$______________ _______$$$$$$$_____________
_______$$$$$$$$____________
_______$$$$$$$$____________
_______$$$$_$$$$___________
_______$$$$_$$$$___________
_______$$$___$$$$__________
__ççç$$$$$$_çç$$$$_________

Love you,Mike!!!!

_________________

	joker777 je napisal/a:
	ne vem ce je dovoljeno dati tale link tukaj, nanasa se na fanice, torej se klapa s to temo;)...jst sem ga zadnjic videla in sem se zelo nasmejala ob gledanju videa...ob dodatku tehle misli, hihihi ce zelite poglejte in se malo nasmejte... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gU4ozukAjw

Hihih kjut <3 me prav zanima kaj mu je res rojilo po glavo medtem, ko je imel fanice na odru. Ampak, tudi, ce se je fanica tako obnasala kot ta, mislim, da je bil ful vesel in mu je velik pomenilo. Koliko ljubezni na enem stadionu..
In blagor tej punci.. Crying or Very sad

sem vidla že to žensko ja, sej pomoje bi se vsem nam tkole snel vključno moškemu delu, ker glih tko norijo za Michaelom.....sam res kakšno srečo so mele te ženske....že do prve vrste se prigrebst, pa pol da glih tebe ven potegnejo in potem Michael pred tabo,.....aaaaaaaaaaa..........bog ve če neb jz skup padla tm gor tko kt je ena...ne da se mi jo zdela ta ytube iskat, sej ste jo že vidl pomoje..........

Trenutno sem besna, ker bi mogl na VH1 bit od Michaela pa This is it, pa ni popolnoma nič! Twisted Evil

_________________
You will be allways in my heart <3

Ja,menda bi kr vse po vrsti popadale dol...sam bi nas pa Michael mel v naročju Very Happy

Ej,tole so pa čist zasral!Že popoldne bi mogu bit Mike pa nč blo...Zgleda,da so dneve pomešal al ka...Zgrizla bi jih...grrrr... Smile

_________________

Dekleta, držimo se teme Smile

it's al for love, L.O.V.E.

_________________
‎

haha no tole bi vas mogoče zanimalo :=
Še en posnetek norega fana XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXKk-dwa4VY&feature=related

ampak eni so res pretiravali in sm prav navdušena da jih je znal Michael tok dobro obvladati... Smile

Domene | Spletno gostovanje | Reseller gostovanje | EMAIL gostovanje SSL certifikati | Spletne aplikacije na klik | Brezplačna spletna stran (Website Builder) | WordPress gostovanje Spletne strani, brezplačna izdelava in namestitev | Poceni letalske karte | Letalske karte | Poceni hoteli

Domene | Spletno gostovanje | Reseller gostovanje | EMAIL gostovanje
SSL certifikati | Spletne aplikacije na klik | Brezplačna spletna stran (Website Builder) | WordPress gostovanje
Spletne strani, brezplačna izdelava in namestitev | Poceni letalske karte | Letalske karte | Poceni hoteli